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oh gawd, i just played on this for the last half hour.
Fuck.
Oh hey emotions. Welcome back. How have you been? Good, good. Why don’t you just take a seat over there and come back to destroy my current thought processes.
Oh good, I am glad you are comfortable.
Yeah so this happened today.
Someone help. PLEASE.
My BEST FUCKING FRIEND came to me and he told me the one thing I never expected him to hear:
suicide.
I can’t handle this. The moment those fucking words were out of his mouth, I blocked all my fucking emotions, got my game on, and talked the fucking shit out of him.
He is not going anywhere. Not on my fucking watch.
I can’t deal with this. This is so hard. To see him broken by people around him, to see the power that words do to other human’s souls—it disgusts me.
Sticks and stones is fucking bullshit. Words will always hurt. Always.
I talked with him for three hours. I still feel like it didn’t work.
PLEASE.
GOD.
SOMEONE.
IF THERE IS ANYTHING I COULD DO WITH THIS LIFE, PLEASE LET ME SAVE HIS.
I am contacting the counseling services tomorrow.
I am so scared. I am so scared. I am so, so scared for his life.
Does someone know how to deal with this? Please help me. Please. I need help.
PLEASE.
He’s my best friend.
It has been so long since I have cried. I am just word vomiting now. Like, I can’t believe this is happening. I am scared he won’t be here tomorrow. I don’t know how serious he is. I don’t know how to do this. What if I mess up?
My Dad disgusts me.
I’m probably going to rant about this later, but it just hit me now, and I am upset.
Best Friend: Rue
Rival: Effie
Star-Crossed Lover: Haymitch
First Kiss: Haymitch
Killed By: Gale
District: 12
Best Friend: Effie
Rival: President Snow
Star-Crossed Lover: Cinna
First Kiss: Cinna
Killed By: Clove
District: 1
Friend: Peeta
Rival: Haymitch (today i will drink you under the table!)
Star-crossed lover: Clove (well that could be… complicated)
First Kiss:Cato (what is it with all these careers?)
Killed by: Effie (I KNEW IT)
District: 5
Friend: Gale
Rival: Gale
Star-crossed lover: Clove
First Kiss: Rue
Killed by: Clove (oh. Well then.)
District: 5
Friend: Katniss
Rival: Haymitch
Star-Crossed Lover: Peeta
First Kiss: Cinna
Killed by: Effie
District: 2
Best Friend - Effie
Rival - Cato
Star-Crossed Lover - Effie (But she’s already my bestie)
First Kiss - Effie (WHAT IS GOING ON)
Killed By - Gale (OH OKAY)
District - 3BFF: Cinna
Rival: Clove
Star-Crossed Lover: Cinna (SOS)
First Kiss: Cato
Killed By: Cinna (WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT)
District: District 1Best friend. Gale <3
Rival. Peeta
Star-crossed Lover. Cato
First Kiss. Peeta
Killed By. Effie
District. SIX BBY
Best friend. SNOW!? FUCK.
Rival. ….Snow. Wtf. Must be one of those weird love/hate things.
Star-crossed Lover. Cato (THERE IS A GOD)
First Kiss. Peeta (There is a god)
Killed By. Katniss. Whore.
District. One.
Ok. Ok.
Ok.
sorry about the borderline graphic nature of this.
But his looks were so…
…
uhm…
ok. so.
ok.
one. photoshop does some amazing things to the body and lighting.
two. fuck this guy is attractive as hell. If I was a woman, my ovaries would explode.
three. he’s probably a dick. maybe. probably not.
[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]
The soundtrack for The Hunger Games really is amazing.
